I’m on the sidelines
Invisible
On the peripheral of others lives
Never really involved
Never really seen
Just existing
A ghost
Floating on a breeze
A whisper in life
I’m alone
Essentially alone
I’m depression
Deep and dark and lonely
A valley that drops forever
A well that never knows an end
Always waiting
Always watching
For a vulnerable moment
To sneak in
To take over
To wrap around dark arms
That grip and squeeze and hurt
Tears in eyes that burn
A loss of hope for the future
Thoughts dark and destructive
Life lived through a façade
Of laughter, smiling, normalcy
But always alone
Always.
Kaz
I'd rather no comments on this one. Today is just how it is.
