What can I do, sitting here pondering my words
I want to write something, but what I cannot think
Write for the sake of it, for something to say
Or put my typing fingers away, read a good book
I think I’ll just meander, take a walk through my mind
It’s thinking about Uni, going back into the fray
Partly scared, partly excited, mostly ready to go back
Boredom is setting in; I’m ready for mind boosting
Thinking about assignments, reading and more
I become aware of sounds, a cricket in the background
The fan making noisy turns, a duck in the yard next door
I’m aware of an ache in my neck, tired eyes
This poem is a mishmash of different things
My mind wanders again, been cranky lately and feeling down
I know why, so maybe that’s good, to be aware
I don’t like being like that, on the verge of tears all the time
Feel like I’m all alone, very much alone, not a nice feeling at all
My mind jumps to other things, hearing a car out the front
My neighbour working on his boat, so long since I’ve been fishing
Memories of my Grandad bring a smile to my face, I miss him so much
A train toots its horn in the distance, wind chimes jangle in the breeze
I wondered what life was all about last night, whether it was worth it
Misty comes to see what I’m doing, has a doggy talk to me
The breeze is getting brisk; I love the sound of the wind
I didn’t want to be here last night, now I’m glad I am
Kazza
7 comments:
I am sorry that you are feeling not good at the moment.
I have just gone through a patch where I wondered everyday about what life is about. I have found it best to try and bury those thoughts if possible. Problem is they dont go away.
{{{{hugs}}}}
I have no idea what its all about. Wouldn't have the foggiest Kazza. But while we're here, lets make the most of it - just incase there's nothing quite so strange and impossible when we die - on the other side i mean.
I'm angry. I guess one thinks - so... what's new? *Giggles* Its such a motivational emotion!
I'm all excited about uni resuming again soon too. Stress is kind of addictive isn't it?
Hi Kahless, I'm feeling a lot better now. I'm over the PMT. It really does get bad some months. I'm thinking of doing something my Dr suggested once before because I really do get so sick of it. The last couple of days have been so different now I'm over it.
Hi Roses, I'm back at Uni on Friday for a workshop, then back to proper uni next week. It looks to be an interesting year coming up and I think it will be quite full on.
Oh Kazza! I'm glad you're feeling much better now too. I go a little balistic just a day or so before i get a period. I can't even imagine if i had to endure that monthly!
Be well...
Enjoy your first day back at uni tomorrow Kazza!
Cheers...
Thanks Roses. I've just had a one and a half day workshop, so I'm sorta back into it again already. Won't be so hard to get back into it tomorrow now.
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