Monday, March 2, 2009

Precipice


I’m standing at the edge of the world; a panorama spread before me
I can see the sun radiating in streams of light, blinding me in its brightness
I feel like anything is possible, even if I might be afraid
The fear sits in my stomach, but still I push ahead, regardless
I’ve learnt that it will eventually pass; the fear and the trepidation
As I push past my comfort zone, I get to know me more and more
I stand on a precipice, crumbling rocks rolling down the hill
I’m teetering but I keep my balance; sometimes I fall but I get back up
Sometimes it proves too much and tears come to my eyes, blurring everything
But they pass and I see everything clearly now; where I have to go
Lack of confidence kept me down before; I don’t want that to happen now
So I make my way down the hill, slipping and sliding, sometimes crawling
But still pushing ahead; never giving up, on myself, on what life can be
Just living for now, starting to believe…………believing……...in life.

Kazza

4 comments:

Kahless said...

Go for it!

KazzaB said...

Thanks Kahless. Despite all the anxiety lately I still keep pushing myself. :-)

Anonymous said...

Good for you Kazza. I don't think all journeys are up hill the entire way.

KazzaB said...

One thing I think I have as a positive Roses is that I will rarely give up. Sometimes that can be a negative too!! LOL But in this case I think it is a positive. Despite being anxious I keep plodding on.