I’m so sad inside and I don’t know why
Or maybe it is denial, not wanting to see
A depression that sits in my soul
And brings tears to my eyes.
I don’t want this life that is nothing
A sameness of everyday that just keeps going
I want something else, if I only knew what
I don’t want to be sad, to not feel any joy
But I can’t seem to make my mind happy
I try to figure out why but it feels like going in circles
And coming back to the same thing again
I can’t force myself to get over what I’m feeling
When life looks bleak and everything looks grey
And it feels like something vital is missing
I just want to smile and laugh again, like I mean it
Not feel like life isn’t worth living.
Kaz